When they promise you they’ll ‘always be there’, they’ll ‘never leave’, they’ll ‘never stop trying’. They say the right words. ‘i love you’ they say. Your whole world gets turned upside down, you’re over the moon. Then they say they ‘dont have enough time for you’ and they need to be helping ‘someone else’. They dont just vary their care. They snatch it from your hands. They slowly stop talking, meeting up, caring. You wonder what you ever done to deserve this? You loved them with every inch of your body. You’d never want to hurt them. You fell for their perfectly spoken words. They leave you alone. With no-one. They forget about you. They treat you as a stranger. They know you’re hurting but they don’t know that you’re dead, dead emotionally, mentally and physically. They change you into something you never though imaginable. You start to think of what you done wrong. You start to blame yourself. You see them, happy. They used to make you happy. So very very happy. All the promises break and shatter deep, cutting into your skin. You break from your thoughts and continue to stare at the bare wall wondering how you ever got into the mess you are now.